This is where we meet life half way...

loveallserveone @ 2005-09-29T18:23:00

2005-09-29T22:25:00Z

Soon it will be hammered into what she calls her silly head
That she really isn't silly but she's beautiful instead

But every time she gets a hold of something pretty, it slips away
So she keeps hoping that someday soon

He will come. He will come
He will comfort all that's hardened
change the deserts into gardens
and we all will see His face.
He will come. He will come.
He will soften all the starkness
Break the chambers of our darkness
and we'll all be overwhelmed

She spilled her coffee in her Chevy on the way to work at 8:05
She always thought that she was clumsy and she hated it and wondered why

She can handle any tragedy that happens but not little things like this
So she keeps hoping that someday soon

Within the world of a girl, the words she hears they mean an awful lot
And the music in her mind when she gets older has the lyrics she was taught

and when she gets to heaven all the right things will be said
And He will look on her with favor

All my scars will turn to fountains
All my valleys into mountains
And we all will see His face

All you watchmen lift your voices
Then every boy and girl rejoices
when we'll all be overwhelmed

loveallserveone @ 2005-09-18T19:08:00

2005-09-18T23:08:42Z

ive failed

.....you are golden child....

2005-09-16T20:22:22Z

Golden
Switchfoot

She's alone tonight,
With a bitter cup and,
She's undone tonight,
She's all used up,
She's been staring down the demons,
Who've been screaming she's just another so and so,
Another so and so
You are golden,
You are golden, Child
You are golden,
(Don't let go)
(Don't let go tonight)
There's a fear that burns,
Like trash inside
And you're ashamed of the curse,
That burns your eyes
You've been hiding in your bedroom,
Hoping this isn't not how the story has to go
It's not the way it goes, It's your book now,
You're,Golden,
You are golden, Child
You are golden,
(Don't let go)
(Don't let go tonight)
You're a lonely soul,
Inlet of broken hearts
You're far from home,
It's a perfect place to start
So this final verse,
Is a contradiction
And the more we learn,
The less we know
We've been talkin' about a feeling,
We both know inside but couldn't find the words
I couldn't write this verse,
I've seldom been so sure,
About anything before
Golden,
You are Golden, Child
You are Golden,
(Don't let go)
(Don't let go tonight)
This world is a dead man down (Golden, you are)
Every breath is a singing crown away, (Golden, Child, you are)
Like some debilitated king, (Golden, don't let go)
Don't let go tonight
Earth Spins and your mind goes round' (Golden, you are)
Green comes on the frozen ground, (Golden, Child, you are)
And everything will be made new again, (Golden)
Like freedom and spring, (Golden, Golden)
Hey, like freedom and spring, (Golden, you are, hey)
Like freedom and spring (Golden, Child, you are)

loveallserveone @ 2005-09-10T17:22:00

2005-09-10T21:23:04Z

How about that stud?

loveallserveone @ 2005-09-04T15:43:00

2005-09-04T19:44:07Z

ahhhhh....

nathan is wonderful:)

loveallserveone @ 2005-09-01T16:05:00

2005-09-01T20:07:12Z

You know you must be REALLY stupid, when BOTH of your parents dont think you can pass a class right?

My dad pretty much told me I cant do chemistry today

uggg

2 against 1

I'm not giving up! I will show them

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-27T11:36:00

2005-08-27T15:52:30Z

♥

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-24T20:05:00

2005-08-25T00:08:19Z

man school is kicking my donkey...( if you catch my drift)

yea...

its back to the same old thing with me and my mom...
OMGOSH I HATE IT...

I try my freaking best I really do, I do it on my own, bc im hard headed and i dont want help but you no what...its NOT GOOD ENOUGH for them?

It really lowers my confidence that she MAKES me go to a tutor, im doing good, she makes me feel like i cant do it on my own well guess what mama I CAN what now! it sucks...even my friends who no i HAVE to go to a tutor think im doing bad in that class...but im not im doing really really go 84 thats good for chemistry heck that is flat out AWESOME in my opinion...screw her im doing it by myself.

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-20T10:24:00

2005-08-20T14:24:59Z

Last night was...amazing!

I Love You Nathan!:-D

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-17T19:48:00

2005-08-17T23:50:28Z

"There Will Be A Light"
BEN HARPER

I wish we could live forever, then melt into the sun
Melt into the sun
Time is gonna change you, once it gets you on the run
Gets you on the run

There will be. There will be
There will be a light
There will be a light
There will be. There will be
There will be a light
There will be a light

I've been running, ever since
Ever since I was a child
Some call it free
And some call it wild

There will be.There will be
There will be a light
There will be a light
There will be. There will be
There will be a light
There will be a light

Let the warmth of my love, dry away all your tears
Fear not for I am with you
I will fear not - fear not - with you here

There will be. There will be
There will be a light
There will be a light
There will be. There will be
There will be a light
There will be a light

There will be. There will be
There will be a light
There will be a light

MY OH MY IT JUST DON'T STOP

2005-08-15T21:35:18Z

uggggg

today was such a rough day.......erggg

So I have been EXTREMELY tired ALL the time lately, and not he fake tired like the serious Im exhausted leave me alone tired. My mom is worried aboutme she wants to take me to the doctor, but what is she going to say, oh shes just tired let her sleep? I dont no wants wrong with me, it actully scares me...

I heard some BS today, it sucks ohwell

hopefully tomorrow will be better...I hope

love to you guys

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loveallserveone @ 2005-08-11T19:57:00

2005-08-11T23:57:33Z

EDWIN McCAIN
"Jesus, He Loves Me"

I've been through the valley but I feared no man
Saw the beach and the footprints alone in the sand

When times seem hopeless, the night too dark to see
The lone footprints on the road behind were the times when You carried me

Jesus, He loves me
This I know
And Jesus, He loves me
For the Bible tells me so

Son of God
A Savior and King
You've taken away the sins of the world
So I raise my voice and sing

Jesus, He loves me
This I know
And Jesus, He loves me
For the Bible tells me so

Now I've held the hand of the devil
At the crossroads of my faith
And my Lord He came to rescue me
By His saving grace

And Jesus, He loves me
And this, I know
Jesus, He loves me
And you know He saved my soul

Jesus, He loves me
Jesus, He loves me
Jesus, He loves me

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-10T15:51:00

2005-08-10T19:52:18Z

sooo life is so GREAT!!

:-D

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-08T20:20:00

2005-08-09T00:20:57Z

soo...

I left school during 2nd period

I got sick

i didnt barf but if i didnt leave i would have gross

so yes, how was everybodies day?

when the world caves in

2005-08-04T21:04:13Z

Although I am a HUGE switchfoot fan...I am not posting this just to promote there new CD, They say some extremely awesome things, its long but its meaningfull...why dont you take a read through it! read the bold things if you dont read anyof it!

    In 1991, when Rolling Stone interviewed Dylan on the occasion of his 50th birthday, he gave a curious response when the interviewer asked him if he was happy. He fell silent for a few moments and stared at his hands. 'You know,' he said, 'these are yuppie words, happiness and unhappiness. It's not happiness or unhappiness, it's either blessed or unblessed.'
    This record was written somewhere between the blessed and the unblessed, between the godly and the ungodly by a few young urban professionals from San Diego. These songs are dreams and questions, bleeding together, breathing in and out- always somewhere between life and death. And I feel this tension, this distance now more than ever, like a numbing ache... deep inside. The distance between the way things are and the way they could be, the distance between the shadow and the sun. And this is where we exist: within the paradox. Living out our lives: oxygen and carbon and hydrogen and so on... This record was the attempt to make something beautiful in filthy backstage dressing rooms everywhere, trying to sing something true with a broken heart. This record was written about things that I don't understand.
    And yes, there's more than a wink of irony in all of this: making music from our most intimate thoughts and selling these songs online for a dollar a pop. Singing an anthem every night about how "we were meant to live for so much more" and many times feeling like a failure; singing "I dare you to move"and feeling trapped. Both loving and hating all the fuss that the music has brought. Knowing that even Rock and Roll, perhaps the best job in the world will not make me happy (in the yuppie sense of the word).
    And yes, this American life is absurd! a strange paradox indeed... Perhaps no amount of money, sex, or power has ever satisfied us before, but maybe today will be different! Maybe this new purchase will make me happy! And the sun rises and sets once more- another day, another dollar. A carbonated beverage will help to chase your insecurities away. This new product will help to fill the meaningless void I feel inside. And so I drink the beverage, wear the clothes, and watch the war on TV. meaningless. meaning less.
    Do we hunt our ridiculous suburban dreams like the neighborhood cat? Have we quietly fallen in line with the advertisement? Are we driven by ego uncontrolled, our lives simply vain pursuits of meaningless ends? Do we attempt to validate our existence by materiel means, relational acquisitions, sexual conquests, fiscal achievement, and cultural prowess? It was another jewish man who said something like this a while back.
    "All is meaningless,"
    Declares the teacher.
    "Meaningless, meaningless,
    Everything is meaningless"
    For me, there is a terrible, wonderful freedom in coming to terms with these un-happy, un-yuppie words. It's a strange consolation in our dizzy and breathless race for happiness to find that you will never outrun the horizon. It's an avalanche you can't escape. It's a fatal wound that you cannot heal. If you fall on this rock you will be broken, if it falls on you you will be crushed. You see, this album started with a blow between the eyes that I am still recovering from, that's really all I've got to offer these days.
    So in the half-light glow of radio shows, music videos, and greedy billboard charts I am aware of a darkness that is beyond me, I am coming to terms with my unbelief. No, I don't believe in rock and roll. No, I don't believe in the success that we've achieved. And no, I don't believe in me. In a free market world of the bought and sold I feel caught in between. I believe I've heard about a man who was exploited to sell everything from indulgences to the wars of men. And yet he offered only one bitter pill that was not easily marketed. Maybe that's what this record hopes to be: a simple bitter pill of truth that steps outside of our hamster wheel and looks up at the stars and beyond
    Maybe Dylan was right when he said Rock and Roll isn't Rock and Roll anymore. I've met so many lonely, desperate, beautiful people over the past few years. Yeah, I've got a bitter pill to swallow, but it just might be true. Maybe our lives drift quietly by and we can't stop the current. Maybe this modern river leads to the sea of death, where no medicine can cure these ills. Perhaps our restless wanting is satisfied only outside of ourselves.
    It was another jewish man who said something like this, "If you seek to gain your soul you will lose it." I am on a journey that will one day come to final terms with these words.

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-03T18:46:00

2005-08-03T22:47:06Z

I guess thats the end of that...

man

i hate it

loveallserveone @ 2005-08-03T16:59:00

2005-08-03T20:59:50Z

first day back

....yeap

thats all

loveallserveone @ 2005-07-30T20:12:00

2005-07-31T00:12:47Z

WHAT IF I STUMBLE?
--DCTALK

"The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today
Is Christians who acknowledge Jesus with their lips
Then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle.
That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable."

Is this one for the people? Is this one for the Lord?
Or do I simply serenade for things I must afford?
You can jumble them together, my conflict still remains
Holiness is calling, in the midst of courting fame
Cause I see the trust in their eyes
Though the sky is falling
They need Your love in their lives
Compromise is calling

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?

Father please forgive me for I can not compose
The fear that lives within me
Or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose on the narrow road you've carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes? Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise all the doubt I'm feeling

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble?
Everyone's got to crawl when you know that
You're up against a wall, it's about to fall
Everyone's got to crawl when you know that

I hear You whispering my name [You say]
"My love for You will never change" [never change]

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You are my comfort, and my God

Is this one for the people, is this one for the Lord?

loveallserveone @ 2005-07-24T12:50:00

2005-07-24T16:51:33Z

Gathering Place + RV BROWN = ONE HECK OF AN AWESOMELY GOOD TIME!!!

tonight will be great

loveallserveone @ 2005-07-22T17:47:00

2005-07-22T21:48:21Z

I ABSOLUTLY LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE THING THEY ARE SO FREAKIN COOL!

sarcasim

if you wanna have a friend be a friend.

loveallserveone @ 2005-07-21T14:54:00

2005-07-21T18:54:45Z

tonight is going to be

AWESOME

loveallserveone @ 2005-07-20T18:11:00

2005-07-20T22:12:17Z

I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.I'm not getting my hopes up.........

............ I dont want to get hurt

incomplete...where will you find yourself?

2005-07-20T19:06:01Z

I hate it when people just dont stinkin understand...
..quit trying

whats done is done...you cant change things especially the way I feel and where I stand

loveallserveone @ 2005-07-19T22:19:00

2005-07-20T02:21:07Z

I'm glad I made the mistakes I did this year...because it has made me relize...the things i DON'T want to do this year...

its good to make mistakes

im ready...lets go

2005-07-19T00:14:37Z

this is long

Song lyric thats in my head at the moment:

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

ok soo this thing has been on my mind...
going to be patient, no more way out there flirting being forward, then shying away and acting scared, thats stupid and gay and...I'm tired of being scared. I've been hurt before but thats no reason not to let someone else in my life...seriously...I'm so dramatic. I've been praying hard that just any relationship we have together is focused on God and everything we do honors and pleases Him. YOU CANNOT HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE ELSE WITHOUT HAVEING ONE WITH GOD FIRST!

"You know when you start to fall for someone but you're not sure if they return the feeling?You could be in a room full of people, but all you see is him. It's like being in the eye of a hurricane-everything else is swirling around you, but you're totally fixated on this person, and you're wondering, Does he feel it, too?" ( I didnt make that up)

last note---
words from kenny grant
you are an ordinary person, in an ordinary place, meant to do EXTRONDARY things through God!